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ok so andre and i have found a house....
happy birthday josh. we went to go to a party at the Zombit house but by the time we walked from his house to there it was broken up... so we took a couple hours and walked a shit load of back roads home and drank all the way. it was fucking fun.
my b-day is in well 5days and i have an interview at the kinko's that i'm trying to move into at 2:30 on my birthday... it sucks but O well.... i need sugestions for my birthday guys i want as many of my friends to party with me so i need to know if i should spend this one in the city or head back to SC after my interview. (even though odds are most of my friends wont read this yet...)
my horride depression has gotten a little better, there is still a massive longing in me for someone, but i will deal i guess... i think that a falling out is better then leaving on good terms. lol i only say that because it is easier to HATE! then miss, someone even though i would never want or could hate the person.
i have been at matt and marks house for the last 3 nights i need to crash somewhere else idon't like sleeping at the same house, i feel like i'm totoally impossing on people no matter how much they re-assure me.
i'm tempted to take my lip ring out, i have to take it out for my interview in the city, honestly with how quickly i heal i'm not sure if i will be able to get it back in. i wouldn't be surprised if it close's up almost immediatly.
money is so tight right now, i have been eating like one meal a day, and at that a small one..... it really fucking sucks i'm not used to being hungry almost constantly. but hell i gues i have better then kids in other countries.
ok well good night all and untill next time.
happy birthday josh. we went to go to a party at the Zombit house but by the time we walked from his house to there it was broken up... so we took a couple hours and walked a shit load of back roads home and drank all the way. it was fucking fun.
my b-day is in well 5days and i have an interview at the kinko's that i'm trying to move into at 2:30 on my birthday... it sucks but O well.... i need sugestions for my birthday guys i want as many of my friends to party with me so i need to know if i should spend this one in the city or head back to SC after my interview. (even though odds are most of my friends wont read this yet...)
my horride depression has gotten a little better, there is still a massive longing in me for someone, but i will deal i guess... i think that a falling out is better then leaving on good terms. lol i only say that because it is easier to HATE! then miss, someone even though i would never want or could hate the person.
i have been at matt and marks house for the last 3 nights i need to crash somewhere else idon't like sleeping at the same house, i feel like i'm totoally impossing on people no matter how much they re-assure me.
i'm tempted to take my lip ring out, i have to take it out for my interview in the city, honestly with how quickly i heal i'm not sure if i will be able to get it back in. i wouldn't be surprised if it close's up almost immediatly.
money is so tight right now, i have been eating like one meal a day, and at that a small one..... it really fucking sucks i'm not used to being hungry almost constantly. but hell i gues i have better then kids in other countries.
ok well good night all and untill next time.