life and aprons
so, i'm lost. in life. in general. apparently right now i am powerful and could do anything, which is true. but i can't do everything. i need more time, i need a better schedule. working at isis is making me really upset right now because i'm there tuesday, wednesday,friday, saturday, and dance thursday and saturday. i don't want to be there anymore because it eats up 4 hours of my creative busy time everynight. it also ruins my other job because i can't get any bookings, like at all. it's bullshit. and $400 vs. $34? That's really a tough call...pfft!
i'm too scared to put in my teaching application. i hated being ms. y... i hated coming home being her and being mean to eb, i was a bossy cow. i'm not ready but i am and i'm really good but i won't let myself believe that..
i'm making aprons again which is exciting and frustrating all at the same time. hopefully i'll empty out my box of fabric. i was invited to sell at a craft show that looks promising so i think i'll do it and really go for it. screw making customs ever again! those just wear me out.
i'm too scared to put in my teaching application. i hated being ms. y... i hated coming home being her and being mean to eb, i was a bossy cow. i'm not ready but i am and i'm really good but i won't let myself believe that..
i'm making aprons again which is exciting and frustrating all at the same time. hopefully i'll empty out my box of fabric. i was invited to sell at a craft show that looks promising so i think i'll do it and really go for it. screw making customs ever again! those just wear me out.