Depression..
At least it is earlier than most nights that I've been posting to this thing. Tonight was the first night in a long time (Okay, maybe a week or so) that I have had the house to myself and noone has shown up. Well... actually, my PIC showwed up, but that wasn't for long, and I pretty much ignored him. *shrugs*
It's been one of those lethargic days where nothing has gotten done. I must've spent all of my energy on being Lil'Ms.Domestic last night. I ended up baking and cooking and cleanning and entertaining for a good portion of the night. It was a good night tho. About the only bright part of today was that I got an email from Bassist #2. It was nice to actually find that little ray of sunshine in my box this evening.
*ramblings of possible song lyrics*
I am feeling like I am just sinking faster and faster down a worthless tube of nothingness..
The days grow shorter, and my patience w/this world and Damuzi grows shorter..
Damuzi does not realize the hurt he's caused, or what he has stolen from me..
Sometimes you just have to count your losses, and the results are futile..
The sun no longer shines, the feather'd wind only feels like cold blasts..
The moon tries to comfort the wounds, but still only shows their existance..
*/ramblings of possible song lyrics*
Quote of the Day:
"And I saw a fiddler on the green,
and he asked, 'Would you mind?
Would you mind, if I take you?'"
- Demons & Wizards, "Fiddler on the Green"
It's been one of those lethargic days where nothing has gotten done. I must've spent all of my energy on being Lil'Ms.Domestic last night. I ended up baking and cooking and cleanning and entertaining for a good portion of the night. It was a good night tho. About the only bright part of today was that I got an email from Bassist #2. It was nice to actually find that little ray of sunshine in my box this evening.
*ramblings of possible song lyrics*
I am feeling like I am just sinking faster and faster down a worthless tube of nothingness..
The days grow shorter, and my patience w/this world and Damuzi grows shorter..
Damuzi does not realize the hurt he's caused, or what he has stolen from me..
Sometimes you just have to count your losses, and the results are futile..
The sun no longer shines, the feather'd wind only feels like cold blasts..
The moon tries to comfort the wounds, but still only shows their existance..
*/ramblings of possible song lyrics*
Quote of the Day:
"And I saw a fiddler on the green,
and he asked, 'Would you mind?
Would you mind, if I take you?'"
- Demons & Wizards, "Fiddler on the Green"