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so there's not really a lot going on. therapy is like my full time job right now, 5 days a week, of couse i've done all this crap before but i was loaded the entire time, so being sober and going through cognitive behavioral therapy and dialectical behavioral therapy and occupational therapy blah blah blah is a little more helpful to me right now. even if i think the similarities between DBT and dianetics to be really fucking weird.
the bay area has had a month of straight fucking rain and two more weeks of such on the way which is putting me in a really bad mood, like i hate going anywhere when it's downpouring outside so i've been staying in bed until noon lately, which is a habit i thought i'd given up for good. the rain let up this afternoon so i ran a couple of errands after going to new leaf (GLBTQ mental health clinic downtown) and listening to a bunch of twinky, expensively dressed gay men whine about their crystal meth habits (and people wonder why i have a rough time relating to gay men in general.. not that i never had a crystal meth habit, but not lately). for some reason my checking account is overdrawn by $90, i had some videos to return and some videos to rent. i've gotten my entire house (including my roommate, who is a gay jehovah's witnesses who speaks approximately six words of english - this is disappointing because i have tons of questions about being a gay jehovah's witness, but my spanish is about as good as his english i.e. we don't communicate) hooked on six feet under. we're finishing up season 1 tonight and starting on season 2. can't wait for season 5 to come out on DVD since i've only seen the season premier of that one and i want to see them all croak at the end so i can cry (for some reason, i don't cry at normal stressful events in my life but corny things like the series finale of TV shows make me bawl like a baby).
also, i'm gaining weight like there's no tomorrow, and i have to do something about it because i bought an entire new wardrobe in december, when i weighed about 40 pounds less, and those new clothes are starting to not fit. ugh, will the rain ever stop ?
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p.s. passed another kidney stone.. going to san mateo on friday to have a laser treatment or whatever it's called. lythoplasty ?
the bay area has had a month of straight fucking rain and two more weeks of such on the way which is putting me in a really bad mood, like i hate going anywhere when it's downpouring outside so i've been staying in bed until noon lately, which is a habit i thought i'd given up for good. the rain let up this afternoon so i ran a couple of errands after going to new leaf (GLBTQ mental health clinic downtown) and listening to a bunch of twinky, expensively dressed gay men whine about their crystal meth habits (and people wonder why i have a rough time relating to gay men in general.. not that i never had a crystal meth habit, but not lately). for some reason my checking account is overdrawn by $90, i had some videos to return and some videos to rent. i've gotten my entire house (including my roommate, who is a gay jehovah's witnesses who speaks approximately six words of english - this is disappointing because i have tons of questions about being a gay jehovah's witness, but my spanish is about as good as his english i.e. we don't communicate) hooked on six feet under. we're finishing up season 1 tonight and starting on season 2. can't wait for season 5 to come out on DVD since i've only seen the season premier of that one and i want to see them all croak at the end so i can cry (for some reason, i don't cry at normal stressful events in my life but corny things like the series finale of TV shows make me bawl like a baby).
also, i'm gaining weight like there's no tomorrow, and i have to do something about it because i bought an entire new wardrobe in december, when i weighed about 40 pounds less, and those new clothes are starting to not fit. ugh, will the rain ever stop ?
this entry brought to you by bad grammar and run-on sentences !
p.s. passed another kidney stone.. going to san mateo on friday to have a laser treatment or whatever it's called. lythoplasty ?