Sep 06, 2006 16:28
hey you :)
spending time with you is complete bliss, I wish deep down that we could spend every day together.
you say that we can only be friends and while I know in my brain I know this is the the truth, my heart feels like it has a knife in it.
Watching you dance stirs feelings in me I know I should not have and make me say things I know you don't want to hear and I am very sorry for this, It kills me knowing my feelings for you, hurt you.
I know you will read this and I also know that it will cause pain but I just don't know what else to do.
I truly hope this does not push you away from me but I don't know if I can be "Just a Friend".
I don't know if I can stop saying what I feel but you don't want to hear.
Always yours
Andrew