To Prove That You're worth a Damn

[andrewjara]

Hey gang what is up? I was just thinking.... I haven't kept up with anyone of my hard resolutions. I'm still smoking and my grades are actually going down. I just can't concentrate on school work. It's so boring and i can't get my mind on task. I am doing a little better so we'll see how that goes.... I am working out more and trying to stay active in akl but i don't know if i'm doing a good job. Now on to the most important resolution.... a girlfriend. I am still without perspectives and all the girls i seem to talk to seem to have girlfriends or be not interested. I sorely regret the thing that I did two week ago. I am not that kind of person that will just rush into "things" without a commitment or at least some kind of connection but i had gone on so long without any kind of affection i got lost in the alcohol and the rush of what was happening. So back to the point, are there no single (or non-crazy girls at utep) or what? I am just looking for someone to call in the mornings that won't make it seem like she is doing me some big favor. Or not even that just a girl that will return my phone calls the same day. Maybe i just want too much. I think it is because i keep seeing my ex-girlfriend and hearing shit about her. People don't understand that i don't care but if you some up to me and say "i have news about .... " then i'll ask. I mean you don't just give three years and then completely forget about someone but it is getting easier to forget about her so.... Anyway other than that i am having such an awesome time everyday. My big bro and I hang out everyday (which might change but whatever) I fell happy for him too! It's about time! ;) Spring Break is coming up and it looks like we're just going to have fun. This is also my first "real" journal in a long time so i hope you all like it!

SIN CITY IN 17 DAYS EVERYONE GO AND SEE IT.
The title is from sin city