Crushes suck...
You know its really bad when you pretend to like someone, and later realizing you were falling for them the whole time, realizing it wasn't a game anymore, and here I am left with nothing but a pain.....
I wish I could go back and stop myself, but I can't.
I wish I didn't like her like that, but I do.
I just wish she wasn't so perfect....and yet she is.
Funny how life is, you see something you want but are afraid to go after it, it's truly amazing.....
I'm not afraid to say it, since most people take it as a joke, but I think I have real feelings for Jenna, and I hope one day our friendship can become more, and change into something else......
I don't know, and I see myself getting jealous seeing her talk to anyone else...and I'm not sure that I should be. She said she could never take me seriously, so talking to her about this wouldn't be easy...and she would probably dust me off like I was just lying.....
Why did I choose now to fall for her.....life sucks...
I wish I could go back and stop myself, but I can't.
I wish I didn't like her like that, but I do.
I just wish she wasn't so perfect....and yet she is.
Funny how life is, you see something you want but are afraid to go after it, it's truly amazing.....
I'm not afraid to say it, since most people take it as a joke, but I think I have real feelings for Jenna, and I hope one day our friendship can become more, and change into something else......
I don't know, and I see myself getting jealous seeing her talk to anyone else...and I'm not sure that I should be. She said she could never take me seriously, so talking to her about this wouldn't be easy...and she would probably dust me off like I was just lying.....
Why did I choose now to fall for her.....life sucks...