I am a MAGNIFICENT bastard!
I find it very fulfilling to get out of the house.
I don't this nearly as often as I ought to.
I feel like I had made a difference to someone when I walk down the street,
and am stopped by some 10 different people all wanting to know where I've been and what I've been up to.
Well, I'm trying to start a nonprofit organization promoting street-proofing for children and families,
I teach my martial arts class twice a week outdoors in High Park.
I've been invited to teach martial arts classes to children for a martial arts school.
I am now semi-successfully self-employed as a computer consultant.
Still, I cannot find a real job.
I feel so stagnant in my life, and why?
I have no money to change the things that need changing.
If these things don't change, I am somewhat stuck here,
moreso emotionally.
It causes me to be contrary and intolerant,
which causes me not to want to leave the house.
So often I don't.
However, when I do, things generally improve emotionally.
I revel in the beautiful, divine friendships I have in my life,
and even if I am despised by many for pointing out facts and truths people don't want to admit to,
or simply don't like,
in the end I think any influence I have been allowed on any of my friends has been mutually beneficial.
So here's to you all, my beautiful friends.
For giving me life, and making me the magnificent bastard I am today.
I don't this nearly as often as I ought to.
I feel like I had made a difference to someone when I walk down the street,
and am stopped by some 10 different people all wanting to know where I've been and what I've been up to.
Well, I'm trying to start a nonprofit organization promoting street-proofing for children and families,
I teach my martial arts class twice a week outdoors in High Park.
I've been invited to teach martial arts classes to children for a martial arts school.
I am now semi-successfully self-employed as a computer consultant.
Still, I cannot find a real job.
I feel so stagnant in my life, and why?
I have no money to change the things that need changing.
If these things don't change, I am somewhat stuck here,
moreso emotionally.
It causes me to be contrary and intolerant,
which causes me not to want to leave the house.
So often I don't.
However, when I do, things generally improve emotionally.
I revel in the beautiful, divine friendships I have in my life,
and even if I am despised by many for pointing out facts and truths people don't want to admit to,
or simply don't like,
in the end I think any influence I have been allowed on any of my friends has been mutually beneficial.
So here's to you all, my beautiful friends.
For giving me life, and making me the magnificent bastard I am today.