And that is that

Jan 20, 2008 16:59

"I did my best - it wasn't much.
I couldn't feel, so I tried to touch.
I've told the truth; I didn't come to fool ya

And even though it all went wrong,
I'll stand before the Lord of Song,
With nothing on my tongue, but "Hallelujah!""

Fitting lyrics. Svenja and I have ended the relationship mutually. She felt - and I, with a heavy heart, agreed - that it had simply run its course and to prolong it would be living a lie, and we didn't want that.

At the moment, it hurts. Obviously. However, I know I'll bounce back. I'll remember the relationship with a smile and a laugh. I'm thankful for everything that happened and wouldn't change nothing. It was fantastic while it lasted, even if we had our bad times. However, overall, it was a good relationship, and she will always have a special place in my heart.

I've swore not to get dragged down like all the other times. What's meant to happen will happen, and sadly, this was not meant to be. That's not a cause for regret, however. It's cause for happiness that we had such a great time while it did last.

I doubt I'll be looking for another relationship for a good few months yet. I want to get over this one and make sure I'm ready to move on. To do otherwise would be unfair on whoever I was with, and to be honest, I feel a betrayal to Svenja.

Finish by saying "thank-you" to Svenja. Should you read this, as I said earlier, you were a great girlfriend and I really enjoyed it. You deserve happiness, and I know you'll find it.

relationships, svenja, life/general

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