Aug 14, 2005 11:05
In 54 minutes and 36 seconds, me and Lyndsey would offically been together for a total of 9 months, Shouldn't it represent how long we've loved each other? Even if she doesnt love me, I still love her. No I Love you's on the phone, i force it out of her. I'm sucha fuck up. I'm obviously doing something wrong, to make her not feel the way i feel about her. Extreme breakdownage. Just from thinking of this, i feel my heart just starting to rip, i feel so fucking shitty about this, and i'm such an ass-clown. She doesn't deserve me fucking up her life. If that's how its going, Hey, update me if you think i'm just putting shit in my head. Most likely am, but i'm fucking ignorant and hardheaded, I'll believe what i think is true.
Profile, Phone, all this shit, i'm a fudge knocker.
So Happy 9 Months, to being together.