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I can't sleep. i stay up to much thinking about stupid stupid shit. Just that whole Slowdancing thing. I really don't know if i seriously care or not. I really badly flipped out. I won't yell at Lyndsey, i don't like yelling or being mean to her, i love her too much. I trust her to the fullest extent, but she can't be mean to people, its like impossible, she has to be nice to everyone. I'd rather it be her mean at everyone but me. Yeah, that sounds very selfish, and it is. i'd like to have her all to myself. I don't trust alot of people. I give it a good 3, maybe 4. Lyndsey's numbers 1 and 2. 3 and 4, you two know who you are, if you even read this.heh...
I'm so happy with Lyndsey, i would always see myself growing up with someone like her, a hard exterior, who only opens up to people she really cares about. I liked//like breaking her shell, and i really appreciate the fact that she can tell me anything, and how she's always trying to make me feel good, better, happier, more satisfied with life. She is my life, and i love her. And for all the people who say "oh, she treats you like shit", You can all personally suck a dirty dirty puerto rican 2$ hookers left butt cheek. I like acting rough and tough with her, it excites me and makes me smile. Cause i know 5 minutes later we can be having the most perfect time together. Hugging and kissing and cuddling. No matter what i do with her, i love her. She could be kicking in my nuts for all i care. Atleast i'd still be with her. I'd kill to see her, walk for millions of miles, even if i just see her for a few seconds, atleast enough time to tell her i love her. I love her smile, her attitude, her personality, she fits me so perfectly. And on the plus side, shes very VERY attractive =]! Lyndsey louise Byrnes, I Love you with all my heart and soul. Everything i have, is yours. I'm so in Love with you.
I'm so happy with Lyndsey, i would always see myself growing up with someone like her, a hard exterior, who only opens up to people she really cares about. I liked//like breaking her shell, and i really appreciate the fact that she can tell me anything, and how she's always trying to make me feel good, better, happier, more satisfied with life. She is my life, and i love her. And for all the people who say "oh, she treats you like shit", You can all personally suck a dirty dirty puerto rican 2$ hookers left butt cheek. I like acting rough and tough with her, it excites me and makes me smile. Cause i know 5 minutes later we can be having the most perfect time together. Hugging and kissing and cuddling. No matter what i do with her, i love her. She could be kicking in my nuts for all i care. Atleast i'd still be with her. I'd kill to see her, walk for millions of miles, even if i just see her for a few seconds, atleast enough time to tell her i love her. I love her smile, her attitude, her personality, she fits me so perfectly. And on the plus side, shes very VERY attractive =]! Lyndsey louise Byrnes, I Love you with all my heart and soul. Everything i have, is yours. I'm so in Love with you.