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It seems I haven't updated in much longer than I thought. I really am fairly boring in the sense that I am essentially at the same spot, doing the same thing I have always been doing. My usual day consists of waking late, meandering around, accomplishing very little, jamming with the guys, and a little song-writing on the side. That last part seems to be the only thing paying the bills however its the least satisfying. I would like to be able to sell my stuff to people I held some degree of respect for, and more importantly that had some for me. It would be great to have more say in it all, but rent is rent and food is food. I'm far too stubborn for aid, so I get by.
I spent Christmas in the company of wonderful friends and family. But, She was really the one that made it all that it was. Norah is perhaps the only person that enables me to be unbumlike, I even wake up before noon for her. I haven't spent holidays with a girl probably since high school, that is somewhat funny to me. It really hasn't been a lack of girls in my life or anything but an unwilling and unwanting of it. She is the first girl that I was actually almost giddy to bring home. I have typed girlfriend and erased it three times now. She has this way of rendering me breathless in her presence, she often doesn't even have to say anything. She makes me feel like a fifteen year-old boy, in that one and only way that is somehow good. I seem to lose all sense of everything around her. She has such a delicate beauty. I better stop before this gets out of hand here. I guess I dig her is what I'm saying. I'm going to go cower in fear now.
PJ Harvey has a journal, and for some odd reason added me. I'm glad, but I try to decipher peoples reasons for adding me, I have two possible explanations, either they add me through some association with with Stephen, or it's because I am located at the beginning of the alphabet, something like that.
I spent Christmas in the company of wonderful friends and family. But, She was really the one that made it all that it was. Norah is perhaps the only person that enables me to be unbumlike, I even wake up before noon for her. I haven't spent holidays with a girl probably since high school, that is somewhat funny to me. It really hasn't been a lack of girls in my life or anything but an unwilling and unwanting of it. She is the first girl that I was actually almost giddy to bring home. I have typed girlfriend and erased it three times now. She has this way of rendering me breathless in her presence, she often doesn't even have to say anything. She makes me feel like a fifteen year-old boy, in that one and only way that is somehow good. I seem to lose all sense of everything around her. She has such a delicate beauty. I better stop before this gets out of hand here. I guess I dig her is what I'm saying. I'm going to go cower in fear now.
PJ Harvey has a journal, and for some odd reason added me. I'm glad, but I try to decipher peoples reasons for adding me, I have two possible explanations, either they add me through some association with with Stephen, or it's because I am located at the beginning of the alphabet, something like that.