Jul 11, 2006 19:30
I made a huge discovery just now. I now know why I hate the telephone/calling people. Here are the top three reasons:
3. People family who I do not know, make me uncomfortable.
2. I do not know what to say.
and the number one reason why I am afraid of the phone is...I am afraid of "Friend Rejection" Not like couple girl saying no "rejection", but like I dont know, them not being there, that uncomfortable, ooOOOHHHhhhh... Feeling like you called for nothing or being embarrased for calling. or them not being able to do anything. Wow. if I could fix this, I might acually have a life.
Do you ever feel like you are the only person sitting at home alone? OF course Not! WHY? Because I am clearly the only person in the WORLD who is sitting at home, alone. O well. Sorry level 3 about that whole "woe is me" thing.
Talk to you later, and stay groovy.