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school sucks.
not for any particular reason other than it being school.
actually, that's a lie. this nationalism paper is fucking awful.
i mean if i could write it on what i wanted to write it on 6 pages would be a cakewalk.
but i have to write it "with specific and well-documented reference to the text".
shits weird lately. i'm either super stoked or super pissed. at least i'm passionate one way or the other i guess? i don't see people as much any more. i mean i see people but no one i used to hang out with. it might be for the better who knows. i kind of miss it, i kind of take it with a grain of salt. it seems like everyone from high school has "better" things to do anyway. but maybe i seem like that to them. i don't even know why i'm paying this much attention to it in the first place. coffee with chocolate syrup in it is cool. i used to be so excited about getting out and going to see new shit. now i already feel like i've seen a version of everything there is to see in the world. i've been so misanthropic lately, it seems like everything pisses me off. everything. except for her, she doesn't piss me off. but everythings relative? i change my mind at the drop of a fucking hat. i like to think i've gotten better the last few years, but i don't actually know. i can't tell from my standpoint. and i don't really see too many of the people i was closely involved with as i said earlier. man i fucked up last year haha. so many things in 06 i wouldve done differently. but the past is in the past. i do enjoy the company i keep recently for the most part. i guess i should be grateful for who's left. yeah, i definately should. i think i'm moving to boston in the fall. i have enough money to, i just don't know if i want to. i'm not sure if boston's really my thing. especially with my new found bitterness, not sure if i can handle the mass amounts of pretentious hipsters and bros. hahaha boston fucking sucks. i have to write this paper. i just felt like ranting.
not for any particular reason other than it being school.
actually, that's a lie. this nationalism paper is fucking awful.
i mean if i could write it on what i wanted to write it on 6 pages would be a cakewalk.
but i have to write it "with specific and well-documented reference to the text".
shits weird lately. i'm either super stoked or super pissed. at least i'm passionate one way or the other i guess? i don't see people as much any more. i mean i see people but no one i used to hang out with. it might be for the better who knows. i kind of miss it, i kind of take it with a grain of salt. it seems like everyone from high school has "better" things to do anyway. but maybe i seem like that to them. i don't even know why i'm paying this much attention to it in the first place. coffee with chocolate syrup in it is cool. i used to be so excited about getting out and going to see new shit. now i already feel like i've seen a version of everything there is to see in the world. i've been so misanthropic lately, it seems like everything pisses me off. everything. except for her, she doesn't piss me off. but everythings relative? i change my mind at the drop of a fucking hat. i like to think i've gotten better the last few years, but i don't actually know. i can't tell from my standpoint. and i don't really see too many of the people i was closely involved with as i said earlier. man i fucked up last year haha. so many things in 06 i wouldve done differently. but the past is in the past. i do enjoy the company i keep recently for the most part. i guess i should be grateful for who's left. yeah, i definately should. i think i'm moving to boston in the fall. i have enough money to, i just don't know if i want to. i'm not sure if boston's really my thing. especially with my new found bitterness, not sure if i can handle the mass amounts of pretentious hipsters and bros. hahaha boston fucking sucks. i have to write this paper. i just felt like ranting.