Where is my home?
Where is my home? Is it with her, wherever we end up together? Or is it in the city I grew up in, the streets, the lakes, the mountains? Perhaps I am still yet to find home. It's difficult. College doesn't feel like home to me. This house I am in, doesn't feel like my house. Not yet anyway.
So she left to go party without me. Which I don't mind, except she goes to my domain without me. I shouldn't care, but for some reason I do. Tonight was supposed to be my relaxing night of nothing, and it has been. It just feels weird because I don't think we communicated well on the expectation of what we wre doing today. I don't want to go to TKE all the time and listen to music, dance, and whatever else. I can barely stand going once a week. Besides, the enjoyment I get out of TKE isn't even in the basement parties, or even house parties. It's when I sit around and bullshit with guys about stupid shit. Such a guy statement, I know, but "that's how we roll", as ACAP so brilliantly put it.
I gave Lexie some shoes that didn't fit me quite right. Lexie doesn't know enough about running shoes to even care how they fit. She really impressed me today when we went running. I never imagined having a girlfriend that would run with me. She is perfect.
So she left to go party without me. Which I don't mind, except she goes to my domain without me. I shouldn't care, but for some reason I do. Tonight was supposed to be my relaxing night of nothing, and it has been. It just feels weird because I don't think we communicated well on the expectation of what we wre doing today. I don't want to go to TKE all the time and listen to music, dance, and whatever else. I can barely stand going once a week. Besides, the enjoyment I get out of TKE isn't even in the basement parties, or even house parties. It's when I sit around and bullshit with guys about stupid shit. Such a guy statement, I know, but "that's how we roll", as ACAP so brilliantly put it.
I gave Lexie some shoes that didn't fit me quite right. Lexie doesn't know enough about running shoes to even care how they fit. She really impressed me today when we went running. I never imagined having a girlfriend that would run with me. She is perfect.