Apr 06, 2008 16:52
today i just realized how skewed my thinking has been this past month.
i let an uncertain thing take hold of me and completely lost my focus on God, school, family, and friends.
i thought i was guarding my heart, but really i wasn't. in turn i could have spared myself some heartache, headache, and any other aches.
i let my feelings and emotions for this person get the best of me, and for what?
the battle of the mind ensues every day...but the important thing is not to lose sight of goals.
to live a life pleasing to God and to focus on the goals i set from the beginning is my goal right now.
its a lot easier said than done.
God, your will be done. for i am stupid.