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I have not been here in quite some time, but lucky now for things are going to appear being settled down in schedule again. It is funny how much rhythm goes into plans. Lately I have brought back an energy to go ahead and continue with my original goal, and at present I feel I can achieve it. I am currently being motioned away from the computer, but I plan to do more updates here now that I have access again. There is so much to tell and so little time. It is an odd feeling when you look around a group that was once your guide and teacher and suddenly you are the guide yourself. I feel an ery eye watching at those times. It is as if I am a role model now. And would that not be a strange twist of fate?
I reminds me of any system or group we encounter in life. We enter as pupil or fresh and we leave as knowledgeable and experienced. Experience leads to respect, and sometimes lack of leads to ridicule. It is also very exciting however, for then you see that you are to begin a new step. You are going to walk into something more unpredictable. You are going to become new and fresh again. And then others see themselves differently, and later down a line you do as well. We grow and we mature. We gain experience. That was definately not worthy of an entire paragraph, but it is just both a sad and happy feeling. Very serene. We see ourselves as those who came before us. We see who they were when they were. We understand them now.
Now they really are wanting me off. I will ramble with the world later again. Soon. Very soon.
~~Andreea
I reminds me of any system or group we encounter in life. We enter as pupil or fresh and we leave as knowledgeable and experienced. Experience leads to respect, and sometimes lack of leads to ridicule. It is also very exciting however, for then you see that you are to begin a new step. You are going to walk into something more unpredictable. You are going to become new and fresh again. And then others see themselves differently, and later down a line you do as well. We grow and we mature. We gain experience. That was definately not worthy of an entire paragraph, but it is just both a sad and happy feeling. Very serene. We see ourselves as those who came before us. We see who they were when they were. We understand them now.
Now they really are wanting me off. I will ramble with the world later again. Soon. Very soon.
~~Andreea