Jul 15, 2002 23:48
Did you ever have the feeling that the same day was being replayed again and again and no matter what you did to change it, it would keep playing out as it had before? Nothing changed.
The beach has an odd way of reminding us of our past. I mostly watched the waves today. It was so relaxing. I did not want to leave. Now sitting here in my room, I wish I had not. I just want to sit on the sand and watch the waves. They have this comfort about them, the sound and the movement and the way it runs along the shore. It is just like a moving picture. I wish I could have that more often.
I have given a lot of thought about next month, where I will be and what I plan to do. This year is so epical, and I do not know how it will end. Tonight I just feel so comforted by something. I do not know what it is. It is as if something else is here, maybe just a state of peace. I like this feeling so much.