[pauses, opens his mouth, and then closes it in hesitation. breathes. tries again, slowly, because this is difficult for him]
I knew what was going to happen, but I thought it was hopeless. I didn't believe in you, or what you were capable of-even though I loved you dearly. I was so afraid of you suffering that I ... I was afraid ... of doing anything to help you ...
...Because you couldn't see any other way out. I know. I think almost everyone on the team had doubts at some point or other, about whether we even had a chance, much less whether we could win.
I don't know how much free will you had as the Appraiser, but... for what it's worth, I never held that against you.
I let someone that I loved very dearly take her own life because I didn't have the strength to decide whether or not I had the power to change anything.
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[sounds, perhaps, a little awkwardly solemn]
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... I ...
[pause]
Haha, as much time as I've given myself, I'm not sure where to start ...
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Wherever you want; I've got time.
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I wanted to see you again.
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You did?
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Theodore-san reminded me of what happened.
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I feel like I should apologize again.
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[smiles a little] ...Unless you meant all the flirting.
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[pauses, opens his mouth, and then closes it in hesitation. breathes. tries again, slowly, because this is difficult for him]
I knew what was going to happen, but I thought it was hopeless. I didn't believe in you, or what you were capable of-even though I loved you dearly. I was so afraid of you suffering that I ... I was afraid ... of doing anything to help you ...
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I don't know how much free will you had as the Appraiser, but... for what it's worth, I never held that against you.
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[takes her hands carefully]
That's why I need to apologize.
I let someone that I loved very dearly take her own life because I didn't have the strength to decide whether or not I had the power to change anything.
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