update

[andreathe_great]

well..what can i say..I'M not feeling so depressed at this time, but its worn off onto my mom. and my brothers arent helping AT ALL. its hard to keep a family going by yourself. im not sure what to do. but it could be worse. i got to see a LOT of my friends this break. im really happy about that. i didnt get to see alyssa or paige, though. im sorry

Comments

[__woahitsbecca]

what I really relate to out of this whole thing is the fact that out of my own expirence and what I truly believe is. You Can really keep a family going by yourself. I've done it for years. Your doing it right now, and I wouldn't doubt your doing an amazing job at it. It's almost too hard to handle some days. It's real tough, almost to the point of just being impossible. It's unfourtante that I feel like If I don't stay strong no one else will. I don't know if you ever feel like that. Ahhhh. Oh boy feelings are just high up in my book right now. I just have to keep pretending like nothing matters. And in my family it won't. I hold everyone together just for the simple fact that I'm tough, brave, and I act, think, and feel like my mom did. Just reading you, saying you hold yourself and your family together hit close to home. Know that I honestly understand, and I care about you. I miss talking to you all the time, your always so cheerful, even when you don't feel that way. Sometimes cheerfulness is the only thing that's refreshing and nice these days. this is probally really long, I guess I had alot to say. I'm thinking about you. It's been awhile. Hope you had a really good christmas. :] ♥

[andreathe_great]

thanks becca. it means a LOT. its kind of refreshing to know someone knows exactly what im going through. i hope all is well on your end. =-)