Sad
I just broke up with my boyfriend. I adore him; he's a wonderful man and has been so kind to me, but we see things so differently. I put forth so much effort, but every step of the way my gut fought me. I keep waking up in the morning and my first thought is about how it's just not working out. And how frustrated I am that I've tried so hard and it feels like I haven't gotten anywhere. And how shitty I feel about myself when I'm with him. I feel sad. He's amazing, but we both deserve someone better matched.