Broken
I don't know what to do so maybe someone can give me some advice. I love my fiance very much, but I also love being young. I feel like I'm trying to grow up too fast, but I don't want to hurt him again. I want to move back home, finish high school, go to college, and then maybe get married. I'm not sure if I'm ready but at the same time I am. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm losing it. I feel like everything is falling apart. I don't know who to talk to. I've lost most of my friends and Sean is the only one that I really have. I mean I have my family and a few friends, but that is about it. I feel so lost and out of control.