Jul 07, 2005 16:16
I've left home. I moved in with Sean and we're going great. He has a job and is in the works of another one and I have a job and am in the works of another one. We have an apartment lined up and prospects for my car. I'm scared, but at the same time I know everything is going to be fine. I'm happy and honestly that is all that matters to me right now. I had to be a little selfish on this one. It was the biggest and hardest decision I have ever made and I almost changed my mind. I can't stand my home. My mom has gone completely nuts and doesn't act like she cares about us anymore. She doesn't understand me and why I need to do this for myself. This is something I've been planning for well over two months so don't think that I just jumped head first into on coming traffic. I love all of my friends dearly and I'm going to miss them the most. My sister comes first. She is so torn up and I need someone to take care of her and help her understand that I didn't fall off the face of the earth. I'm going to be here if she needs me... I'm only a phone call away! I hope someone will look out for her while I'm gone. She's a fragile little person! I'm not even slightly worried about myself. I know I can do this because I have set my mind to it. Remember you can do anything that you set your mind to!
On another note... I'm so excited about Saturday. Sissy and Ben are picking us up and we are going to Burdett. I'm excited. Wait.. I said that once! LOL Anyway...
I love you all! XOX