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Why can't I ever do anything right? Why do and I keep hurting the people I love? My heart is in one place and I can't seem to let it go. I want to be happy and whole, but that doesn't look like it's going to happen anytime soon! I feel so lonely and don't know what to do! My whole everything hurts and I dread going to school or work. Nothing seems to be right in my life and I wish I could fix that. I just want to be with him and I can't! I don't know how to let the other one go and that has ruined everything. I can't let go of the past and go on with the future, but more than anything I want to. I think I just need to follow my heart and quit paying attention to what other people say to me. I love this boy and now he doesn't love me back. I don't blame him for the pain I've caused him and the numerous times I've broken his heart. I look at his picture and wonder why I ever treated him the way I did because he was the best thing to ever step into my life and now he has stepped out. I lay here at night and wonder and cry.
I'm sorry I ever hurt you and I'm sorry that I did you so wrong. Please don't hate me for the pain that I have caused. I really do love you more than you could know. I don't know why I hurt you. And I'll never forget you this is a promise I can keep!
I don't know how to handle everything and I don't know what to do anymore! I guess I'm going to lay in my bed... alone. It's a cold Saturday night and I'm alone.
I'm sorry I ever hurt you and I'm sorry that I did you so wrong. Please don't hate me for the pain that I have caused. I really do love you more than you could know. I don't know why I hurt you. And I'll never forget you this is a promise I can keep!
I don't know how to handle everything and I don't know what to do anymore! I guess I'm going to lay in my bed... alone. It's a cold Saturday night and I'm alone.