Fucking pissed
You know, I hate the way my parents take care of me.
They o v e r p r o t e c t me in certain way. I MEAN, COME ON! I'M 16 YEARS, ALMOST 17, I'M FUCKING SMART, NOT STUPID, AND THEY STILL PUT SOME STUPID PARENTAL CONTROL ON MY TV AND INTERNET?!
Gosh, I'm so pissed. But the exact reason is that they don't trust me. They told me a while ago that they do trust me, it's just that they don't trust either the environment or the people around me.
I asked for permission to go to the beach house of my bf for the carnivals like 10 days ago. My mom just told me that we're going to Contadora -an island on the gulf-. They didn't consider my plans. They just, nothing.
If I could just rebel or something, but, I can't. I don't have the "balls" to do it.
Plus, the scariest part of my situation is that, when I turn 18, they could still be like this.
I want to run away. And never come back. Leave everything and everyone behind and just be on my own. Not asking for permission. No restrictions. Just me, my decisions and their consequences.
But that's just a dream, and dreams don't come true -at least, for me-.
They o v e r p r o t e c t me in certain way. I MEAN, COME ON! I'M 16 YEARS, ALMOST 17, I'M FUCKING SMART, NOT STUPID, AND THEY STILL PUT SOME STUPID PARENTAL CONTROL ON MY TV AND INTERNET?!
Gosh, I'm so pissed. But the exact reason is that they don't trust me. They told me a while ago that they do trust me, it's just that they don't trust either the environment or the people around me.
I asked for permission to go to the beach house of my bf for the carnivals like 10 days ago. My mom just told me that we're going to Contadora -an island on the gulf-. They didn't consider my plans. They just, nothing.
If I could just rebel or something, but, I can't. I don't have the "balls" to do it.
Plus, the scariest part of my situation is that, when I turn 18, they could still be like this.
I want to run away. And never come back. Leave everything and everyone behind and just be on my own. Not asking for permission. No restrictions. Just me, my decisions and their consequences.
But that's just a dream, and dreams don't come true -at least, for me-.