Jul 04, 2006 02:59
So, it took me a year to finish it but it's finally over. I cried like a baby in those last 2 hours. I think I had a wet face more than a dry one. This probably sounds so ridiculous but I feel like a silly little TV show has given me an over abundance of faith and hope for the future. Which is definitely a good thing. I got really sad and cried for everyone I've ever had to say goodbye to in my life. Then I realized, all the pain and suffering you experience with loss, it's all worth it. You were truly lucky to have had the time you did to spend with that person and any amount of aching in your heart was well worth it because you got to know them and share your life with them. I don't use this word very often, but it's a blessing. Another year of pain would be a fair trade off and well worth another simple minute, or second with that person. It's all worth it and in the end it makes you a better person. A stronger person more capable of experiencing the pain and love all included with the living of your life.