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Studying is not going well.
Lots has changed and I thought that maybe composing an entry would help me get into study mode....this is incorrect. And to think, just before I started typing this, I was so hyped and had much in my head to document. The rapidity of the changes in my actions and intentions are a bit shocking and unfortunate. Oh, and to invite people into my crazy world, selfish, and not very nice, because though times may be fun, the lack of any sign of conviction towards anything could prove problematic.
My head spins me glimpses of scenes I may want to make into reality, and they're pretty close to being viable... but, I fear messes I could create? What am I so afraid of anyway?
It's a bit of a numb time, perhaps I'll try again in a few weeks.
Dreams give me enjoyment that I don't trust could happen in reality, I love/hate it when they do that.
Lots has changed and I thought that maybe composing an entry would help me get into study mode....this is incorrect. And to think, just before I started typing this, I was so hyped and had much in my head to document. The rapidity of the changes in my actions and intentions are a bit shocking and unfortunate. Oh, and to invite people into my crazy world, selfish, and not very nice, because though times may be fun, the lack of any sign of conviction towards anything could prove problematic.
My head spins me glimpses of scenes I may want to make into reality, and they're pretty close to being viable... but, I fear messes I could create? What am I so afraid of anyway?
It's a bit of a numb time, perhaps I'll try again in a few weeks.
Dreams give me enjoyment that I don't trust could happen in reality, I love/hate it when they do that.