so confused
I am about to leave.
You know I really do love this place. It like gives me self confidence. I swear to god I picked up more guys this weekend than I would in a year back home.
This street kid came over last night and I thought he was wicked cool but then Micah and Saleenia left and he started being absolutely disgusting and I was about to cry and I swear duhfridsfgrhdfjg ewwwwwww. He was WEIRD.
I also picked up this guy named Ronnie at a liquor store. I know, sounds bad, but we ended up hitting it off. He came over and stuff happened. But then Saleenia stole money from him after she told him and me that she didn't have it. Then today she was like oh yeah I have 40 dollars. Hmm where'd you get that? I had him come downtown today and made her give it back and she got really mad. Then we didn't talk for a long time until I dropped her off in Santa Maria and it was pretty stupid because we wasted this whole day. We both cried it was cute.
Yesterday we went to Pismo Beach with Micah it was so much fun.
I LOVE YOU CALIFORNIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. See you later.