Oct 14, 2006 22:32
So I love how I am sitting here online on a Saturday night and that's like how most of my weekends go now but I'm not upset about it I just don't want people to think I am a loser because I'm really not I promise. I've just been isolating myself... I could stop. It's good for me not to get involved with stressful things like certain people..... I won't even get into this. I know I'm no saint either I mean who wants to be around a person who is always so down. But I am REALLY NOT like that only when I am with certain people like at work I am happy, when I chill with Hannah and Chelsea and all them I am happy, it's just time to move on I guess. Better now than like at the end of the year when we all break up and start "living" because we are apparently being prepared for "life". Yeah enough of that.
Jeremy likes me and that makes me not like him.
See I have this thing where I am attracted to "bad boys" (how lame does that sound?) but the thing is I now know that I DO NOT want to get involved with them from previous experiences... so it's like I just like the chase just like that JoJo song.
So anyways my hands are cold. And sometimes when I am driving I get confused but I really enjoy speedbumps. And there is a chipmunk in my garage no lie. And I keep laughng at bad jokes on tv but I can't stop laughing. And maybe I will watch the superbowl this year. Oh and I missmy Grandma, mannn I just did not treat her with respect and the more I think about it, the more upset I get I mean that one tme was jus over the line with mason and josh and saleenia oh man I think I wrote about thagt a long time ago. I LIKE the disney channel THATS RIGHT!
BYE!