in the middle of the night
Hey. My winter break was awesome. I love my friends. I had so much fun. Winter is almost over..well ok its not..but its almost the end of January..February is my birthday. and then MARCH IS SPRING. Oh man..I really can't wait. We're going to Yellowstone. I'm getting Jaw surgery :):) and then we're going on a cruise..It's going to be awesome..I'm taking summer classes because I need to transfer out of middlesex and transfer to a 4 year school ASAP. So is Jordy. We're probably going to California. Maybe this semester i will even pick up an extra class..if I can handle it. I'm taking algebra again and I need to get like. at least B to cancel out my F and to bring up my GPA which right now is horrible.
Last night I hung out with Krys and it was way fun. We played pool and went to Walmart and talked about a stupid boy that I heart. hahaha
It needs to stop being too cold to snow..and be like 30's so that they can make snow and I can go snowboarding which will make it easier for me to get through the rest of the winter. Hey!! No panic attacks this winter! I had one with melissa like a month and a half ago..but it wasnt bad and I got better right after..I've had some scary thoughts about like my dad moving out or him selling the house..I dont like that. Gah..It wont happen but I still worry! And I worry about everyone dying and I worry about stuff way far in advance and it scares me..But I get over it easier than I did when I thought about all that crap last year..
I have to update this way more often it makes me feel a lot better..
<3
Last night I hung out with Krys and it was way fun. We played pool and went to Walmart and talked about a stupid boy that I heart. hahaha
It needs to stop being too cold to snow..and be like 30's so that they can make snow and I can go snowboarding which will make it easier for me to get through the rest of the winter. Hey!! No panic attacks this winter! I had one with melissa like a month and a half ago..but it wasnt bad and I got better right after..I've had some scary thoughts about like my dad moving out or him selling the house..I dont like that. Gah..It wont happen but I still worry! And I worry about everyone dying and I worry about stuff way far in advance and it scares me..But I get over it easier than I did when I thought about all that crap last year..
I have to update this way more often it makes me feel a lot better..
<3