update ....it's been a while i think!

[andreah]

it seems that we always doubt everything
there is always that little voice inside of us that makes us scared of just jumping and be honest
I have been with someone great for the last 3 months.
I,ve always had doubts about what he thought of me and why he was with me!
i thought that he might leave me and that he wasn't in for the long run like i am
i am maybe falling too fast and too hard
but this week end when i talked about moving he was not afraid and very fast he said that he would like to move with me if it happend!
it seems i was dounting something solid
this might sound very cliché and stupid but i can't imagine my days without him now.
just the fact that he calls me everynight and tells me he misses me
it makes me smile for the whole day..
i never thougth i would find someone that makes me feel so complete.
the hole in my soul is becoming smaller with time and maybe one day it will not exist.
i'm even hoping for bigger projects for us...
it's crazy

and i doubted that love was still possible.
i found love by Myspace.... funny and weird.
i'm lucky....and i know it