Nov 19, 2003 21:34
I just wish that my parents could be supportive. They say they want me to do what I think is best for me. They say they trust me. They say they want me to travel to Europe. They say they want me to follow my dreams. I have a 3.67 GPA. Its not good enough. I am actually looking at ways to get to Europe and prices. Im too excited and need to calm down and be realistic. I want to go into politics. I love it. I am excited that the Orange COunty Republican Party Headquarters is going to let me volunteer with them and that I might be able to intern with them! Its like on-the-job training! They say its too far away. In the mean time I happen to like my job at Jungle! They say I should quit and work at the Macaroni Grill locally.
I dont care what they say. They might want to be supportive- but they're not! But they are great parents! I realize I could have parents who are abusive drunks who dont care about me at all. I have parents who love me and only want whats best for me. But in the "only wanting whats best for me" they decide that means running my life!
Shit. And why do I swear so much? It makes me mad! I feel so guilty. If you hear me swear, kick me or something! grrrrrrr!!!
Anyway. Im sure no one really wanted to read all that. There are so many more important things to worry about. Like whether or not the Lakers are going to win the championship! Or how the state is going to repeal SB-60! THats a biggie! OK...im done for reals now! gnite! xoxo