wow.

[andreadawn]

i am going through my old livejournal entries. entry #1 and on.

shane ruined me. my father was still alive. and i wrote angry poetry and was about 10,000 times funnier than i am now.

i will post bits and pieces as i come across interesting stuff.

#1

falling into you is just what i needed
just like a kick in the face
you pull me down
and drag me slow
and i keep
and i keep
holding on

fuck you
for being who you are
and fuck you
for not really caring
fuck you
for being so far away
and FUCK YOU
for not fucking me when you had the chance

#2

these walls only know
what i won't tell you
but this time i won't
even include them

the glasses you wear
can't see the truth
and i don't know what you'll do
when i decide to go

this time i swear it's real
and if you don't believe me
then ...