Nov 01, 2004 15:32
Well last night I talked to Jackie about my lil problem I'm having and she really understands, I think she is the only person that does and I am so glad that we can talk to eachother about that certain subject...she talks to me about her side to and how shes been there and still feels the way I do. I don't know why its all of a sudden getting to me either, I wish my stepmom had never mentioned it to me or made me realize it...everything was fine until then. Oh well...what can you do? Atleast now that I know I can face it and maybe try harder this time to do something about it. Anyways, I'm going to start packing soon for my big move back to college station...I'm excited and all but I'm not looking forward to the whole moving process...it will be my 3rd time moving this year. Bleh. Oh well, I think it will all be worth it in the end and hopefully I wont have to move again for a couple years or so. I really hope that this move will help me...I need to be back on my own again. There is another reason on why I'm moving back to college station...I don't even want to mention it though, I just have some things to prove to myself I guess. It'll be a new beggining for me, I need it. Well i guess thats it...I'll update again soon. Love, Andrea