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[andreaag]

I have a lot of things on my mind right now, I don't know if any of you read my journal yesterday...only ppl that were able to read it were jackie,josie,casey, and dusty....but yea I am just pretty stressed out right now about so many things. I have so much to do and take care of in the next month and a half before I move. I don't even know where to begin. I should probably drive down to college station sometime this week just so I can do the whole application thing for my apartments again, but I don't know if I see that happening. I could do it next weekend when I go but I don't want to end up going too late and not being able to move in on time...then I would be pissed. I should have done it all the other times I've visited but by the time the day roles around I just dont feel like it. I'll have to think about it. Okay nevermind...I just called them and they're gonna fax it. Anyways, I got my student loan the other day and I have used a majority of it already with all my frickin bills...lets see...I had to pay my stepmom 600 since she payed my tuition this semester, 85 dollars on my cell phone bill, 71 for my storage bill, 167 for insurance...ok ok I did buy some stuff for myself too...but that was only like 75 bucks. I hate bills...life would be so much easier without them. I miss my family in Houston a lot right now...my little sister Samantha called me yesterday while I was at work and left me the sweetest message...it just put the biggest smile on my face...she has the cutest little voice. I feel like I am missing out on so much of my brothers and sisters lives not being able to be there with them even though its cause I moved away for college but I feel like they really need me sometimes. I really should go visit them again sometime soon, maybe if I didn't have to work all the frickin time I would. I actually will probably go visit for a few hours next weekend since I will be somewhat closer than I am now.

Well on a good note I have been working out A LOT lately. I finally have the motivation I need again to finally tone up and do something. I know I'm not fat or anything but I'm still not completely satisfied...I know I could look better...and I'm going to. Just mentioning it makes me want to go running so whats what I'm gonna go do. I love you guys so much...thanks for everything you do and all the advice. ~Andrea