Jun 13, 2010 13:01
.. and truth be told, I'm lying.
I've been reaching out to you for most of the summer, all the while wondering what wrong I'd caused you that you've chosen to completely ignore my attempts at our friendship--those of which were according to you futile and ineffective. Though admittedly I still find it insulting, how you ended our friendship--deleting me on Facebook and then blocking me, seriously? Yet you still managed to build up the nerve to keep my best friends on your list? To think the others don't even like you anymore (while one never even liked you in the first place!).
Quite frankly my dear, I find you pathetic. L-)
If you look back on the months we've spent together, you'd notice that in your times of loneliness I never left you--whether or not I was your girlfriend or just your best friend. Crazy I may be, but my loyalty knows no bounds, I assure you. I was never bitter about the whole rebound thing, mind you. Nevermind the fact that you played with my heart for the seven months and twelve days we were together; I was willing to forgive and forget. I didn't want you to be just another one of my exes. However, things are different now.
My life would've sucked without you, but then you showed me how much of a jackass you were. I realized I'd be much better off. :-j
Oh, and one more thing my dear ex-best friend; under no account are you allowed to lecture me on English. Mind you that in spite of our one year and two month age difference, my vocabulary is still far more advanced than yours. A good percentage of my grammatical mistakes are merely typos; I type too quick is all, especially when I happen to be pissed at you.
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Here's an update regarding my schedule for the first semester. I had gone to UST with a friend last Friday, he who was also kind enough to treat me at Starbucks (yeah, you know who you are ;D), and requested to be transferred to the other section. I honestly can't deal with all the plastics from my old block anymore--it's bad for the environment, don't cha know?
M-W-F
JRN 203 - 7am-8am
NS 101 - 8am-9am
FIL 1 - 9am-10am
ENG 102 - 10am-11am
PE (Swimming) - 1pm-3pm (Mondays only)
T-TH
PHL 5 - 7am-8:30am
HST 102 - 8:30am-10am
COMP 100 - 10am-11:30am
MATH 102B - 11:30am-1pm
I'm liking this schedule more than the other, although I'm still not liking the fact that I'll have to wake up at 3am every morning for the rest of the acadmic year. *sighs* Oh well, I can manage.
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