nostalgic crap
I only posted on here once in 2008. Thats kinda sad lol. Anyway I have been reading really old post from like 2004/2005 and not just from my journal. From friend journals too. Its weird. Its sad but a little relieving. Its funny to think of being so young and thinking we knew it all. I guess being a little more mature means admitting that I don't really know anything at all. Lol. It sad because I miss the seemingly carefreeness of it all. While not everything was peachy keen there was a certain amount of freedom back then. Not tied down by jobs, bills, loans, and whatever else it is we are supposed to be coveting at the moment. Its also sad because of the friendships that have come and gone. It seemed like I had such a tight knit group of friends for a time and I remember all the drama lol. But people leave geographically and emotionally. There are people I haven't spoken to in years now. Its strange. Luckily there are some that are still a part of my life and will hopefully still be in the future. I don't know what brought on the trip down memory lane. Maybe its my life's lack of forward momentum. Maybe it's my lack of cable lol.