May 11, 2005 17:28
Today i realized a few
things..one of the most important is that im a bad person. Well not ALL
the time but lately i have been. I always seem to hurt the people who
are closest to me and it not only hurts them but it hurts me just as
much if not more because what i do i realize is my fault and if i could
only go back in time i would try to make it all better. Conflict os
something i tend to ignore for the fact that i dont like tension and i
try to steer clear of it. This time it hit too close to
home....literally. Ive got some changing to do so if anyone has
somethin they think i should change bout me leave one.....
On the bright side...today was actually kinda fun despite i felt like
shit all day. First hour we really didnt do anything. Senate we
practiced for Oak Rock and got report cards. I did ok i guess....A in econ...A in senate...incomplete in lynchs class (no surprise to me) B in Honors American Lit....B in chem and A in german. I wish i could be more studious but this year ive been slackin.
After school i came home and hung out with Mark. Wow its been so long since ive seen him. We just went up to National and ate....it was a good time it was good to see him again. :-D. Now im home cleaning waitin on the
PISTONS game to start and Idol to come on....
leave em here
xoxo<3Andrea