nothing could beat complete denial
I haven't posted in a long time, I know. I've been busy, and without motivation to post because I feel like I don't really have anything to talk about.
I got a job. I work as a customer service representative for a special needs Medicare type insurance. What does that mean? I get to have old people call me and yell at me for something that I didn't do. I got really freaked out about it a week or so ago because I had a call where some lady just kept saying, "I've got one foot in the grave, and one foot on the ground." But I've gotten past that.
I've started to accept that I'm going to die. For a while it was scaring me because I never really thought about it before, but now I realize that it will happen and that the world will still go on.
School is going okay. Just trying to handle working and school at the same time. I got a 98 on my first math test, which I was really excited about because my boyfriend didn't help me study at all! I only passed last semester's math class because of him.
And about him, things are going great. I love the way I can feel so comfortable with him. I like taking care of him and I like when he takes care of me. He's great!
And nothing else to really report on. I've got money, a new outlook on existence, and a lovely boyfriend to spend my time with. What else could I ask for?
An Ipod or Zune. That's what I want. I can't decide which one I want to get, though. ???
Thanks for reading.
I got a job. I work as a customer service representative for a special needs Medicare type insurance. What does that mean? I get to have old people call me and yell at me for something that I didn't do. I got really freaked out about it a week or so ago because I had a call where some lady just kept saying, "I've got one foot in the grave, and one foot on the ground." But I've gotten past that.
I've started to accept that I'm going to die. For a while it was scaring me because I never really thought about it before, but now I realize that it will happen and that the world will still go on.
School is going okay. Just trying to handle working and school at the same time. I got a 98 on my first math test, which I was really excited about because my boyfriend didn't help me study at all! I only passed last semester's math class because of him.
And about him, things are going great. I love the way I can feel so comfortable with him. I like taking care of him and I like when he takes care of me. He's great!
And nothing else to really report on. I've got money, a new outlook on existence, and a lovely boyfriend to spend my time with. What else could I ask for?
An Ipod or Zune. That's what I want. I can't decide which one I want to get, though. ???
Thanks for reading.