Yeah, okay, I totally am trying to escape real life a bit. You know, stay connected enough to deal with shit, but not connected enough to actively worry about stuff I can't do anything about anyway. Luckily fandom is always ready to take over my brain.
Bad news is, I also suck at fandom life. :/
Okay, update:
>>> Teen Wolf - I already mentioned I watched 1x04 and got really angry with Derek. That anger is not gone (yet?) and nothing I heard about later episodes made me actually want to deal with it, so even though I recently got all the aired episodes, I haven't watched them yet and I'm not sure, when I will. One thing I'm intrigued about is growing amount of scisaac gifs on my tumblr dash, so there's that. ;)
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bigbang_mixup - my fic is just as not done as it was before my leaving for Dublin. At first I was mostly stuck with the whole "OMG IM IN DUBLIN" thing, but then I watched 1x04 and I really am so pissed at Derek, I can't suffer through writing him with Stiles. Or at all, really. I will finish this fic, because, well, I have 14,000 words done and I did promise my mixer I will. But I fear it won't be anywhere close to 'on time'. :/
I basically suck with challenges this year. Even more so than usual. I love signing up for them, I always have ideas and the will to follow them through, but then I turn lazy or I get an epic writer block (I have troubles with writing anything at the moment, even for the fandoms I am sickeningly obsessed with).
This is my official pledge that by the end of summer (which end on 1st October), I will finish (and hopefully post):
I know both will be way overdue and totally nto counting for the challenges they were meant for, but at least they will be done and I feel like a slightly less annoying shit.
My other official pledge is: NO MORE FIC CHALLENGES FOR AT LEAST A YEAR. NONE.
Seeing an interesting bigbang theme or something like that, I might try to write a story that would work for this challenge, but I will not sign up anyway. Clearly, I failed too many deadlines. WAY TOO MANY. I might take part in some icon/fmix challenges/exchanges and I might participate in some actions that will require posting for a certain theme at certain time, but no fic challenge that requires signing up before writing. Nuh-uh. (You guys kick me if I slip, ok?)
>>> So, yeah. That was my "I fail, I will try to fail better next time" part of this update. You might wonder, if I don't write and I don't watch Teen Wolf and GISHWHES are still a bit away, what am I doing in this fandom life of mine? And I could write you, but I should maybe in a way all of my feelz for the squee challenge, which I really need to get back to. So, I will tell you in just one gif, okay?