May 01, 2013 16:37
- Stuck at family home again.
- I should be writing or at least reading, but I was on the edge of a seriously down mood and I just fell right into it a moment ago.
- Trying to decide why I care so much about people who don't care at all, but no one included in this description is avaiable to ask. Which says a lot, I think.
- Everyone is drunk or busy, or both. I think I will end up spending my long weekend surfing the Internet, driving a bike and forcing myself to eat from time to time. Great times. Great depressing, lonely and completely wasted times.
- Two things I hate are: 1) this feeling that's there whenever something great is about to happen, the feeling says: it won't work (and then, when it doesn't work, the feeling comes back with a loud and obnoxious "hahaha, told you so"), 2) starting conversations with "I need you to be honest with me" and knowing the other person never will be, because honesty is mean.
- I took a part in another LJ friending meme and I'm pretty sure I've just made a terrible first impression with this post. Sorry, guys, I swear I'm not always like that. ;) And I'll try not to post too much, when I am. I will just sit in a corner and feel sorry for myself until I realize how lame is that. XD *goes to hug a cat, because cats help, they never feel sorry for you*
rl,
ugh,
friends,
family,
cats,
flist,
home,
i suck,
fail,
make tea not love,
aargh