I can't deal with this shitty reality anymore.
My step-father had an accident. He was cutting down a tree branch, which got broken durring the storm. The whole thing fell on my stepdad and now he's in the hospital with cracked shoulderblade, three broken ribs and a broken leh in which the bones had moved, so he had to have an operation almost right after he got to the hospital. And obviously plenty of bruising and such.
He's doing fine, but it will take some time before he can go back to work. (At this point we don't even know when he will get out of the hospital.) Especially since he's a builder. (Not to mention that after such a break he won't be in his top form and his boss may turn out to be a total dickhead and not that him back.) And did I mention he's uninsured?
So my mum and I are stuck with all expenses and close to no income. At the moment we have only what I manage to earn from my work at the call-center, which is pathetic. Especially since they're cutting me hours. And I have my own debts to think of and almost fully drained credit card.
Seriously, I thought last year was bad and that I barely made it through, but this one? Come on! I've already lost my two pets and my laptop. My pland to actually fix my teeth before leaving for the uni just went to hell. Not to mention the whole "going back to uni" think is now in question. And if I won't go this year, I probably won't go, 'cause it's last full year I could study with social scholarship. Later I will be too old. And now I have to worry about my stepdad as well. That all on top of crappy job and basically having all the best laid plans fucked up. This year sucks and it's only July.
At the moment I'm doing all I can at my work and am looking for a second job. I know we have to somehow get through this, but I'm honestly just so tried already. Seriously, what else can go to hell? I'm just fed up with this bad luck.
Traditionally, if you feel like helping and could spare some cash, buttons are here. (Look to your left, they're on my sidebar, that's how lame I am.) Sorry, I know I said I will try to avoid begging again. Perhaps I should stop making promises.
He's doing fine, but it will take some time before he can go back to work. (At this point we don't even know when he will get out of the hospital.) Especially since he's a builder. (Not to mention that after such a break he won't be in his top form and his boss may turn out to be a total dickhead and not that him back.) And did I mention he's uninsured?
So my mum and I are stuck with all expenses and close to no income. At the moment we have only what I manage to earn from my work at the call-center, which is pathetic. Especially since they're cutting me hours. And I have my own debts to think of and almost fully drained credit card.
Seriously, I thought last year was bad and that I barely made it through, but this one? Come on! I've already lost my two pets and my laptop. My pland to actually fix my teeth before leaving for the uni just went to hell. Not to mention the whole "going back to uni" think is now in question. And if I won't go this year, I probably won't go, 'cause it's last full year I could study with social scholarship. Later I will be too old. And now I have to worry about my stepdad as well. That all on top of crappy job and basically having all the best laid plans fucked up. This year sucks and it's only July.
At the moment I'm doing all I can at my work and am looking for a second job. I know we have to somehow get through this, but I'm honestly just so tried already. Seriously, what else can go to hell? I'm just fed up with this bad luck.
Traditionally, if you feel like helping and could spare some cash, buttons are here. (Look to your left, they're on my sidebar, that's how lame I am.) Sorry, I know I said I will try to avoid begging again. Perhaps I should stop making promises.