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Life update: all is going to hell.
My student status run out and so my last source of money ended. I'm looking for a job, but all the time I'm only sent on yet another training, which lasts few dsys/weeks and only after which they will decide whether or not to hire me. It'd be fine if I didn't need the cash so badly. Currently I'm in this waiting-training period in two jobs at the time. One of them has three, yes, you've heard me, three interviews before you're even allowed on the official training. Which lasts a month. I will also try to post around the city nearby about giving corepetitions, hopefully someone will go for it.
As I can't exactly quit the dentist visits now, I'm once again looking around for some possibility to borrow money. Obviously banks don't laugh in my face only, because it'd be too unprofessional, so I have to go to less oficial firms. Which means I will have to pay them back - if they even agree to give me any money - more or less twice as much as I will borrow from them.
I really do want to finish fixing my teeth, so life would be more bearable, but I honestly don't see how will I be able to do that. It already costs too much and we've barely done anything. There are only complications and infections and all kinds of stuff to be taken care of and the costs are growing.
I have absolutely no idea how am I still going, because no matter which way I look, I only get more reasons to curl in a ball and cry 'till the world disapears. Perhaps it's the sad knowledge that this shit never works.
My student status run out and so my last source of money ended. I'm looking for a job, but all the time I'm only sent on yet another training, which lasts few dsys/weeks and only after which they will decide whether or not to hire me. It'd be fine if I didn't need the cash so badly. Currently I'm in this waiting-training period in two jobs at the time. One of them has three, yes, you've heard me, three interviews before you're even allowed on the official training. Which lasts a month. I will also try to post around the city nearby about giving corepetitions, hopefully someone will go for it.
As I can't exactly quit the dentist visits now, I'm once again looking around for some possibility to borrow money. Obviously banks don't laugh in my face only, because it'd be too unprofessional, so I have to go to less oficial firms. Which means I will have to pay them back - if they even agree to give me any money - more or less twice as much as I will borrow from them.
I really do want to finish fixing my teeth, so life would be more bearable, but I honestly don't see how will I be able to do that. It already costs too much and we've barely done anything. There are only complications and infections and all kinds of stuff to be taken care of and the costs are growing.
I have absolutely no idea how am I still going, because no matter which way I look, I only get more reasons to curl in a ball and cry 'till the world disapears. Perhaps it's the sad knowledge that this shit never works.