I Have a Stranger For a Brother (Supernatural)
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Title: I Have a Stranger For a Brother.
Rating: GEN/PG-13
Words: 242
Parings/Characters: Dean and Sam. No slash.
Warnings: angst, 1st person narration, maybe a bit weird.
Spoilers: For the 4th season.
Disclaimer: You see this awesome, powerful and genius that owns the guys? That's Kripke. I'm somewhere around, kissing the earth he walks on.
Beta: None.
Summary: He's my brother and he's becoming a stranger.
There were times in my life, when my brother was everything I had. Everything I needed to make me feel safe and normal. Because brothers were normal and maybe our brotherhood was a bit freaky, but it was good freaky.
Nobody was so close to theirs brothers, nobody I've ever met. And it wasn't bad, because it wasn't something that caused people to run away from us. To freak out on us. To call shrinks on us.
It made people believe in us more. It made people slightly jealous and put them in awe. Finally we had something everyone else wanted.
I don't really get my brother anymore. Since all this deal with the demons and apocalypse... Everything is different. I would love to take care of him. I would love to make him feel safe. But that's not something I could do. I failed him. I'm not sure I ever was able of giving him that, of protecting him at least partly. Now I'm sure I’m not.
I don't really know him anymore. Everything's so different. He is different.
He's so much older. We all know it, even if it's sometimes hard to see. He's so much smarter and more experienced that I ever dreamed he could be. I failed him. He never should be like that.
He's my brother and I failed him.
He's my brother and he's becoming a stranger.
He's my brother... and he talks to the angels.
the end.
EDIT: Okay, so blacklidjust suggested this song while reccing my drabble. And not to mention I feel stupidly proud that my drabble was recced xD I also thought this song was so beautiful and worked so well with this drabble and with SPN as it is, so...
Do you dream, that the world will know your name So tell me your name Do you care, about all the little things or anything at all? I wanna feel, all the chemicals inside I wanna feel I wanna sunburn, just to know that I'm alive To know I'm alive Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon Do you believe, in the day that you were born Tell me do you believe? Do you know, that everyday's the first of the rest of your life Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon This is to one last day in the shadows And to know a brother's love This is to New York City angels And the rivers of our blood This is to all of us, to all of us Don't tell me if I'm dying, cause I don't wanna know If I can't see the sun, maybe I should go Don't wake me cause I'm dreaming, of angels on the moon Where everyone you know, never leaves too soon You can tell me all your thoughts, about the stars that fill polluted skies And show me where you run to, when no one's left to take your side But don't tell me where the road ends, cause I just don't wanna know, No I don't wanna know Don't tell me if I'm dying Don't tell me if I'm dying Don't tell me if I'm dying
And a link to this song on you.tube: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S38-mjy5NtA