its been awhile...
whats going onnnn
why is life so freaaakin boring now.
its simply ... work school work school and a little taylor and krystalle mixed in.
thats going to change. soooooooon.
where to start. shoot. well for one i just sat down and wrote krystalle a one page typed note about what shes doing with her life. and where our friendship is going. she used to be SO fun to hang out with. i used to absolutely love being around her on the weekends. but now .. when im with her ... its just her on the phone with richard bitching at him. i want to have fun again. get messed up once in awhile... do things teenagers should do. is that sooooo much to ask. i want the old krystalle back. i want to be excited to get off work...not knowing whats going to be happening that night. im hoping she responds to the note. man oh man.
secondly. taylor... speechless? i dont even know whats up with that anymore. -confusingness-
the twins. christina walked RIGHT past me in the hall today. i was about to be like heyy crys. then i was like. wait. we're not on good terms. i hate being on bad terms with people. mufasa came up to me at school crying .. and told me she was sorry for being rude ... because she doesn't want what happend to Joe to happen to me...and her knowing we were on bad terms. that would kill me too. so i need to fix things with a few people because i would hate for that to happen. nicole n me never fight. we're the ones who are always ... fine. i think we all just got worked up over what happend sunday and let a little bit of tension out. it sucks. we were supposed to have our ying night this week. =\
this week has gone by fast. today skipped third period with chrisssstead laura n ken. chrissys parents are outta town so we went grocery shopping. haha idk how im doing to make it when im older. i miss hanging out with chrissy. yeah ive kinda messed up our friendship and i dont blame her for being how she is now.
so whats GOOD right now?
payday is in 2 days... & i renewed my tanning membership.
eh. yeah. thats about it.
still haven't talked to my mom.... its been a couple months. wtf. g r o w u p.
i hate when a radio station is like .. next we'll play bla bla bla .. then they put on 15 minutes of commercials.
i love speakerphone.
i hate my dad.
i love the feeling of my build a bear.
i hate humidity.
i love cuddling into my bed which im about to do riiiiight now. :D
much love - andi