everyday is just another day....
i have my one and only final tomorrow morning...lets pray that i do well on it...
i was stressed out about my last philosophy paper that was due this morning, but then i found out that he is dropping our lowest grade, including the final so my mood became better.
as much as i hate it, i have come to the realization that i'm getting older and that i'm growing up. i can't play around in school anymore because its me who is paying for it. i will never be able to be independant until i have a good stable job...which i can't get until i get out of school...i can't waste money on things i don't need...i want to be on my own and i want to feel as though i make my own decisions but i just don't...i want to feel like i'm independant, but i'm not....i wish i was though....i don't like the feeling of relying on other people for the things that i need.
on another subject, i love jc....random change of subject i know, but i was getting depressed and needed to smile!
i'm ready for christmas....i like presents and surprises...i'm going home with jc next week too....i still need to buy some presents though
mama...papa...aunt becky...my bro's bday....jc's parents and brother...billy
kristen lovejoy pissed me off today...bad...no comment though...i'm getting ill just thinking about it.
i have to work tomorrow from 11p-7a....damn you people who shop all at once at the galleria...people like me have to work crazy hours like that to restock....ahhhhhhh!!!!!