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i was kinda mean today. i was not in the mood for company and my friend came over and brought me a feel better card and i was bitchy. LOL. NOT ME?!?! *gasp*
Well, I mean geeeez. I wasn't in the mood. Besides the obvious problems.
Still thinking I had fun yesterday afternoon/early evening.
Was missing Matt sooooo badly this morning. Going thru old emails and I was damn near crying again. Ouch. Then I thought about him cuz some people in Indiana got killed in the tornado. Sigh. I liked Indiana. Oh well.
This evening was a bit better after being forced to go to Kmart and then having to "critique" people like the stupid people I deal with do. Like I'm all concerned about anyone shopping there but I guess some people have different ways of fighting boredom. Like, um being here?
Kids just went to bed so I'm gonna go work on my writing some more. This morning was so fuckin difficult. I had a bunch of pixies of him and all in my email.
I really really fuckin miss him. If I can get thru this year, I guess I can get thru anything. But I'm serious, no matter how much fun I have it's never just right anymore.
I'm sorry if I complain, but at least here if it's viewed, it's optional and I haven't forced my crap unto anyone else. So neener neener neener. Yeah it's the kinda mood. :P
Well, I mean geeeez. I wasn't in the mood. Besides the obvious problems.
Still thinking I had fun yesterday afternoon/early evening.
Was missing Matt sooooo badly this morning. Going thru old emails and I was damn near crying again. Ouch. Then I thought about him cuz some people in Indiana got killed in the tornado. Sigh. I liked Indiana. Oh well.
This evening was a bit better after being forced to go to Kmart and then having to "critique" people like the stupid people I deal with do. Like I'm all concerned about anyone shopping there but I guess some people have different ways of fighting boredom. Like, um being here?
Kids just went to bed so I'm gonna go work on my writing some more. This morning was so fuckin difficult. I had a bunch of pixies of him and all in my email.
I really really fuckin miss him. If I can get thru this year, I guess I can get thru anything. But I'm serious, no matter how much fun I have it's never just right anymore.
I'm sorry if I complain, but at least here if it's viewed, it's optional and I haven't forced my crap unto anyone else. So neener neener neener. Yeah it's the kinda mood. :P