feeling a bit better

[andrea622]

today would have been our one year anniversary. i cried about it for 5 minutes and then i told myself no more. i was good with it. i realized today that if he is done with me it's his loss. there's only one andrea in this world. so fuck it. maybe he could do better in some ways but not in all ways.

anyway this medicine is really helping the extreme sensitivity in my leg. not the numbness but god i feel better. it's called neurotin i believe. thank god for it. since i'm poor it only cost $3

ok enough ramblin.