I need a hit man.
I really really need to get rid of him. I hate him sometimes. Usually it passes but this time it has stuck around for a few days. I'm being real mean to him but what can he really do about it ya know? I'm sure that if he didn't depend on me so much he would have left already. I think he prob did this to charity too, all the stories about him supporting her are lies. No prob not I am just getting bitter. Fuck it if he gets mad i don't really care, Ima just tell him he needs to go somewhere else for a night or two, I need time to myself and I am sure he does too. I hope he does. He can go to Hudson's or Sarah's or sit in his car I don't care so much so long as he's gone.
He wakes up this morning and says will you get up and make me a hot pocket and a glass of milk? Now I know the situation limits his ability to do things for himself but I was still in bed. But of course I got up to do it, more out of wanting to get out of the room away from him. The whole loving him thing hasd passed... like the plague. It was therre it killed everything, and then it was just gone. Man I can't stand him when I am not in love with him. Sad. Maybe I should tell him that heh see how he reacts.
Anyway. Ima hang with Lenore today, haven't seen her in ages. Its guna be fun! Jaimes asked me if I wanted to chill with him this afternoon, and I really do but like I said I have plans with lenore.
So yeah. Stuck between a rock and a hard place. Ima go piss in someones cheerios.
Andrea
He wakes up this morning and says will you get up and make me a hot pocket and a glass of milk? Now I know the situation limits his ability to do things for himself but I was still in bed. But of course I got up to do it, more out of wanting to get out of the room away from him. The whole loving him thing hasd passed... like the plague. It was therre it killed everything, and then it was just gone. Man I can't stand him when I am not in love with him. Sad. Maybe I should tell him that heh see how he reacts.
Anyway. Ima hang with Lenore today, haven't seen her in ages. Its guna be fun! Jaimes asked me if I wanted to chill with him this afternoon, and I really do but like I said I have plans with lenore.
So yeah. Stuck between a rock and a hard place. Ima go piss in someones cheerios.
Andrea