NO SLEEP TIL' BROOKLYN: AKA THE WEEKEND FROM HELL: A.K.A. DHARMA STUBLES DOWN DRUNK
Went to Long Island. I saw her. She says she was still stressed. Things were ok, I suppose, If youre not me. What happened to sex, excitement, etc...? School is dandy, but no one should lose who they are over that. Unless, I really don't know who she is. Buddhist? Not a very good one. Sometimes vices take years before anyone can believe a person is making an "honest" attempt to change. I am a culprit too.
We're still in the "friends" zone. We have a myspace secret, a facade, if you will the word. We state married, for why? I don't see her interest in me as vivid anymore. I don't get random sweet messages.
I am truly sick of wasting my years on women who can't even devote themselves to one idea or proposition. I love everything about Buddhism, but I truly hate not knowing where to place my rage and confusion and sadness.
I have gut feelings. I have always been right about my feelings. I foresee her hopping a giant lie, to not hurt me. She went from fiance to boyfriend in short time. And from ex to me in even shorter time. She had told me three leters I dont take lightly, at least not anymore, while not fully being broken up with another "boy".
Aside from my bullshit rant, Nick got drunk and drove me crazy, as well as the whole party.
I need to get rid of nonsense, and just say "FENG SHUI YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!"
We're still in the "friends" zone. We have a myspace secret, a facade, if you will the word. We state married, for why? I don't see her interest in me as vivid anymore. I don't get random sweet messages.
I am truly sick of wasting my years on women who can't even devote themselves to one idea or proposition. I love everything about Buddhism, but I truly hate not knowing where to place my rage and confusion and sadness.
I have gut feelings. I have always been right about my feelings. I foresee her hopping a giant lie, to not hurt me. She went from fiance to boyfriend in short time. And from ex to me in even shorter time. She had told me three leters I dont take lightly, at least not anymore, while not fully being broken up with another "boy".
Aside from my bullshit rant, Nick got drunk and drove me crazy, as well as the whole party.
I need to get rid of nonsense, and just say "FENG SHUI YOU MOTHERFUCKERS!"